I am a hot mess.

For a very long time I have rotated my logo, my colors, my social names, my hobbies, my entire life. I failed at being consistent. I always thought I was not cut out for completing anything I wanted to do. Maybe something just was not clicking and I would just continue to float like a feather in the wind. That is how it felt, it felt like I couldn’t trust myself to be committed to anything but the ‘‘idea” of something. That was until I started to learn more about ADHD and how this affects women. The more I learned and researched the more it made sense to me. I struggled for so long and none of it was all my fault. I sought help recently and now I am on ADHD meds to help and so far they are working. My mind is slower, it is quiet, and I am learning to do one thing at a time. Aside from my mental health, I am also working on improving my physical health. I am getting help to see if I have Celiac or something else going on that is making me feel horrible. I keep looking forward to fall of 2024, when things will be figured out. ( I hope) I know sooner than later my life will be changed for the better.

I have worked so hard on my healing journey and now it is time to take care of the rest of me.

For anyone out there struggling know you are not alone and there is nothing wrong with putting you first.

Sending you all the love,

Amanda Insco/Amanda The Book Witch